Ok so I never watched that show or movie or sitcom or whatever it was that shared that title, but regardless, I've learned that I am deathly afraid of the dark. Not the dark as in the absence of light...I actually find that I can't sleep unless it's completely dark...I'm talking about the dark in the sense of not knowing things. Like if someone hides something from me or if I don't know what is going to happen in a future situation because it is in someone else's hands. If and when things happen that make me acutely aware of just how much I don't know, and just how much I'm not in control of anything, I just want to run away. To find a place where I don't have to talk to anyone and can just be in my own little world that is clean and organized and is not threatened by other people's uncertainty or indecisiveness.
I really don't think I'm asking for too much. No, I'm not at all.
I'm just not sure where I should draw the line and just stop asking for anything at all and go on with my own life.
Also, I'm contemplating deleting my facebook during this engagement/wedding season that is upon us (as if you were unsure of the innuendos that I was throwing out there, or what this entire blog post is about).
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